Friday, June 22, 2007

Two Months Ago.

Here is a bunch of stuff that happened from April 5, 2007 to today in case i failed to mention some, or I wasn't able to keep up. I took these out from my personal diary.

April 5, 2007:

"It's Kay's birthday today, she's 19."
"The entire thing with Mr. P had ended. It went from up to way down, and now to just in the middle. Up, which we texted everday, almost, spent a lot of time together during...[Oh, I'm not permitted to tell]. when we had changed *blank* and we'd see each other on *blank* we'd stop and talk or something. Then came the way-down stage where we stopped texting and even stopped talking to each other. I didn't want to run into him, it would be too awkward, and I'd keep wondering what happened and why it happened. I might never find out anymore. Finally the just-in-the-middle satge where we say 'hi' to each other when we see each other and it's no longer awkward. We don't really text anymore, though, I mean we do, but rarely. I don't really like him anymore, so it's okay."
"Then I admitted to myself that I was crushing on him. He's not exactly my type, but there's just something about him that keeps my attached to his nerdy look. Haha."
"Throughout the week we'd almost always see each other eye to eye and it would almost always be an "oops, he saw me looking," or a "Gee, he's looking , too" moment. Then at one time I sneaked a use on the pc and checked my Friendster, to my surprise, he was trying to add me up."

April 6, 2007:

"The bathroom has been clogged for some time now and 'bestfriend' found out and again had his speech. Ugh. I really don't see it as entirely our fault. Dad said it's probably clogged by the dirt and the dust that accumulated in the pipes. For years now, that bathroom hasn't been used, that's why all the dirt is in there."
"As I prayed in church last night, I asked God that if it turns out that we really aren't the ones to blame, would 'bestfriend' apologize for makeing a mistake? I really don't think he would."

April 7, 2007:

"What could it have been? One of my blog posts said that soemthing bad happened to me a long time ago and it implied that mommy knew it. I couldn't find it in any records I have--not even my diary posts in my Palm."

April 8, 2007:

"I just remembered today that I once had a textmate whose name, I think, is Vince where I got sick of him trying to flirt with me at one point. There was one time he called me in my cellphone when I was in UE RECTO and he kept on telling me that my voice was cute and really cute and I couldn't take it anymore so I told him not to say it ever again. I got really grossed out by him that I stopped texting him and told him via YM that I lost my phone and I would give him my number when I get a new one. After that, I went invisible on him (offline permanently to him only) and never texted him again."

April 9, 2007:

"Today was only the third time I swam in the pool since we moved here. We swam for a pretty long time so my nose is busted!"
"Denise is writing a story to enter the Pan-Asia anime competition in Animax. I hope she wins."

April 11, 2007:

"It was the first day of summer duty tpday. Yesterday was officially the first day of summer classes but we just had an orientation. I saw Mr. F the same day. He had a new haircut and a new bag. He was really cute."

April 17, 2007:

"Sunday night after driving daddy home I saw Jansen outside chowking (the one near his house). He was so fat and his hair is super long."
"...There should be better options, say Mr. P? I also found out that I still AM attracted to Mr. P because there was one time I saw hime and he still makes my heat flutter <3"

May 26, 2007:

"A bunch of new stuff happened from last time."
"For Spider-man 3, I watched it with Fidel. The movie was nice, but the date sucked. Reason's why I watched Spider-man 3 with Fidel: (1) Movie's free. It's a "date". (2) Dinner's free. (3) (Not that I want to want Fidel) Maybe it's good to be friends. Yeah, dinner and the movie was free, and I was hatid-sundo, but OMIGOD I so didn't enjoy time with him. He was so boring."
"The day, I mean night before finals, Mr. P texted me (using his Smart) if I studied. I said No. It's so cute that he texted me not free just to ask me if I studied. :)"

June 6, 2007:

"In 7 days from today, schol starts again. 4th year college na. Wow, time seems to go by so fast. I'm not thrilled to study, but being just less than a year form graduating I feel like I want to get it over with already."
"Fidel asked me out again for Pirate's yesterday morning for Friday. I declined. I don't want to go out with hime anymore even if everything's free,a nd that's friday, it's Music Station on Animax at 7 p.m. and Eiji Wentz is a guest (Yay :))."
"Hay nako, BOYS! BOYS! BOYS! Pero wala namang boyfriend!! Tsk, tsk. I have 7 on-call duties nga pala this semester. hay, very busy ako yata, I assume."

June 19, 2007:

"Bryan is a boring guy, like I can't even pretend that I'm interested in him. He only speaks of things about himself."
"Eiji Wentz is the cutest. <3 <3 <3"
"Tagal ko nang hindi nauupdate yung Multiply blog ko eventhough I've had opportunities. It's just that when I get there, I get bored of thinking about what to post. I'd rather have a copy."
"2 nights ago, I dreamt that Kay and I were in Recto across UE, adn Jerome proposed to her. "Thank You" na "Thank You" sha, but later on she told me she's not gonna marry him, the we rode a taxi and while we're there, it's either we found out, or we remembered that Jansen's dead."
"Kawawa naman daw si Jansen, so I asked Rose if he's ok, and he is. Good for him."
"It's Julika's birthday today kaya I told her I'll be loading sa Sun so we could text."

June 19, 2007 (PM):

"People just love keeping secrets about themselves. Some don't mind blurting it all out--just as long as it's not about them, but some keep secrets about themselves to the very core out of shame."
"I asked her and she didn't reply. Texted her again,a nd she still didn't reply. I guess I made a mistake of asking her about it."
"But yeah, maybe it's different for everyone. >sigh< I should apologize, but I'm just not sure I should today that it's HER day, or tomorrow when it's over. Although, I'm just itching to do so today."
"I checked on my weight this afternoon, remembering that I told Eli I'm 98 lbs. )from the last time I checked). Turns out, I'm only 96 lbs. Geez, it said that I'm underweight."
"...But hey, I didn't day I don't think being not thing in my own eyes is a bad thing I have to control. That would've been a partial confession of an anorexic."

There. Patience. :)

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